Thursday, February 17

if you see me walking along the corridors, do not stop to speak to me.

i bite.

especially if you are a certain fat, ugly and untalented female sloth with a high-pitched voice and panty-lines showing through an overly-tight skirt.

the rest of you, ignore me. i am a shadow. i am not your stepping stone to school politics.

if i ever was in school politics, i am the vote-shirker.

Wednesday, February 16

i hate the world today.

always plastering fake smiles and screeching falsetto laughter.

showed my true temper today, but only for like 15 seconds. if only i could turn back time and prolong it. draw some blood. taste the fear and shock of the onlookers.

you can laugh, bitch. you can laugh behind my back, then tell me all about it. thank your fucking stars that i have remarkable self-contraint. remarkable initiative and tact. or else you would have scars on that disgusting ill-harmonised visage of yours.

if what you're doing is just to make me jealous, you're doing it the wrong way. you're only making me despise you and hate myself for thinking of you with false glories.

i have paid with time and dignity. it's time for you to pay me back.

Monday, February 14

Put on my pjs and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause
Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon I know you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

- jewel, "you were meant for me"

Saturday, February 12

is this love or food poisoning?

Sunday, February 6

sometimes the very thing you're looking for
is the one thing you can't see

and now we're standing face-to-face
isn't this world a crazy place?
just when i thought our chance had passed
you go and save the best for last


- vanessa williams, "save the best for last"

these lines apply to my love life right now.

i am pathetic and juvenile.

Thursday, February 3

oh well i'll feel like such a bad drama club member (and i'm in ex-co) if i don't do this, but yeah.

yjc is putting up a performance. shakespeare's antony and cleo. feb 25 - 27 2005. 7 pm @ yjc auditorium. tickets going at $5 each.

now i feel virtuous.